Showing posts with label kawan-ku. Show all posts
Showing posts with label kawan-ku. Show all posts

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

before i Love and Leave you.

No point try to hide it and evade it.
If you fall for me, I'm not easy to please, told you from the start.


Ok.. confession time. I have been skipping classes for God knows why and how many frigging times. Time to get back on track!!!! urghh.. i hate myself, sometimes. But still, I love myself for being me me me... not like some morons who always wanna be who people want them to be. Sad case. I have the ultimate example, ex that I left. P_ _ _ _ _. Fill in the blanks! huhu.. anwyays No self respect and personality. Pure loser.. why am I even with him? Prolly he has been trying so hard to camouflage. Urgh.. disgusting.
I just painted my fingers Green.... haha! Awesome party to head tomorrow night! I'm doing it New York style, so no worries folks! Thursday public hols summo.. what more can my perfect night be, besides perfect!

I love my Patrick! dear hubbie, though we tried to leave and divorce and killed each other for 3 times in a row.. i still Heart you! LOL.. renee tan baybehh! I'm going lesbo.


I loveeeee.. piggie backkieee!


Look at my eyes.. window to my soul. So see thru-able kan?
xoxo

Saturday, March 27, 2010

Lightning don't strike the same place twice

So if you do decide to say Goodbye, make sure you don't regret it and its final.
We're just friends, don't ask me Why. I'm gonna take things very the slow and at my very pace, you know how much of a procrastinater am I right folks? *giggles*
Life is a bitch and imma make things fun. Why paint it in one colour when I can make it colourful right?
Pic above was the 1st time me n von went for flavoured smoke, shisha baybehh... not a big fan of it, but all for the fun of it la huh.. apparently, this twin of mine is loving it! So what the heck... girls night out on a Saturday night! Shisha-s and keep the drink coming la huh... I'll be going back tomorrow anyways, fcuk everything.. get out of my way worries.
Imma do what I want.
*calls for mom and dad!! I'm heading out after dinner.. smiles widely and innocently*
xx

Friday, December 18, 2009

Things are as calm as the calm sea now... oh ocean, sea, beach.. which so ever you are... i love the way you mengolek golek with each other and form waves. Sad but true, i love you only because of the sound and effect that your dear cousin Wave produce. Wave....
Back to the topic, guess what la... suprised call received. Knew it by the tone when spoke, what is all the conversation is all about. I am so glad thou, you're the only one that can tame that wanna be and body that is full of lies, fakeness, judgemental attitude and etc. List can go on, but hey... this ain't a complaining post, now he sees you more than what he supposed to. You... all i can say is; Watch out. Your bubble is bursting anytime soon if you don't play it safe and smart. By the end of the day, drop that attitude and please realise everything started and ended because of your own actions and words. It's the cause and effect theory. Deal with it. =)

xx

Tuesday, October 6, 2009

say what you need to say

This is just a sudden urge to typo on the keypad. So random, i know. But hey.. it happens k... haha! Anyways, chillign at denez's place tonight! probably sleeping here to.. and so im using her comp here. and all i got to say is.. her keyboard damn cacat! anyhoooo... randon thought of the day:-
Friends come and go, but one thing's for sure..... the old ones are never to be forgotten. They are the ones that is always there for you when you need them. No matter how irritated they are with your request someway, somehow they'll do it for you. Just for you. This is dedicated to my kesayangan-s out there. You know who you are. with Love.
xoxox

Wednesday, June 17, 2009

So they quote.


it says...
WE ARE LOOKING FOR..
shameless photographers, sarcastic writers, state-of-the-art graphic designers, super hot girls, straight cool guys, and senseless crazy people.

So if you are any of the above catogories, you are definitely entitled to join the...
*jengjengjengjeng*


STUDENT PUBLICATION BOARD

and guess what, i did. I'm joining these freakoz and whackoz, to start of my first semester... i told myself, amandaleesiuchern! You better not get involve, or maybe- Too Involve in any of this stuffs arr.... but still; I can't help it. I've been brought up that way, RC says it all.
They do have rc here though.... but rumours say that it's not that active, it's like some dead society here. Sapi sial!

So for a change, i shall participate and put my hands on other new stuffs.

eg. Yoga, Jive rock- god knows what jive rock is....
anyhooooo.... i am not a bad girl, and i quote i am Not.

Though.. as promised, i will update my new.life.as.malaccan.com.
and i shall.

Okie... to start of... Orientation are the best thing that can ever happen to someone. seriously, no joke... literally the best damn thing.

Eventhough the starting part of it may be S.A.P.I and K.E.N.E sial.... but.. the outcome when you're actually becoming muka tebal, and break free- as in start talking and making friends with everyone.. and the best part is.

When the right moment comes, and you met the right cliques, you'll be like the happiest human ever lived.

So as the story goes, me... loner, sober, no one to hang out, no one to talk to.
p.s.- even when i got a bad sore throat, that whenever i speak, i feel like i thousand knives are cutting through my throat, and i can still talk. That says it all... talking is like a freaking passion that i cant live without.
And when it was the first day of orientation, no one was talking... the Orientation Committee(OC) was practically, and literally begging us to make some noise. Even a simple reply, yes or no will satisfy their ravenous for our replies.
So as i said, no one made a sound, tak mungkinlah i seorang seorang, jerit. out of 2000 over freshies, i'll be the ODD. Though it makes sense when i'm in Klang, but in here... when i was here. I was a whole new amandaleesiuchern.

But lucky for me... mummy and daddy and verny and stef was still here. So my first day ain't that bad, instead of makaning with the awkward and shy people there, i was jonker-ing.

AND I MUST SAY...I LOVE ROJAK!

Second day was the best. Met this Portuguese girl, Melissa Mary Monteiro.

Totally heart her name, especially- *MONTEIRO.

Had breakfast with her, at last! A human.... human.... human contact, human everything.... everyone is in need, just that nobody's dare enough to make the first move.

(conclusion: Muka Tebal is GOOD!)

Then, met Shalini the biatch.. she's just a crazeee.... mini size gal with super big eyes and love wearing eyeliners and mascara..... no joke!

She's small with a crazy package.
And damn it! There it goes.. a whole new group of crazy people.

Me, Mel, Sha and kamly. - we were so heap and high when we can make some noise after all the time of being in silence, we were

........................... (speech-more)

Even our group is known as the "Happening ones"- so that's what Sha said.

Every OC were practically eyeing on us. In the good way ok!
From that day onwards, everything just fell into places. Second day of it was the Best. The Bomb. Whatever the la.....

and when good time is here.... time seems to be flying. Damn it! One week orientation just flew like that.



I met this hottie, velove's her name. I call her Love. from Terengganu.





I met this all the time hyped up, Michelle Anne. from Penang


Monteiro, as mentioned. a malaccan.


as well as Sha babe. Nearest to mua.. Shah alam.
Kamly, the quiet and mature one.
etc.


(i need her pic)


To the OCs... so totally enjoyed the time spent, no doubt. And i can so definitely say that again, anytime, anywhere. We love you. Thx for giving us an awesome, memorable, never-will-we-get-this-again-time.

Salution. Standing ovation... kisses.


Never the less, picture time

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Oh! I met Rajan here.... suprise surprise. I got recruited into his Team Blue Wolf 4~ He's our Daddy 4!

and now meet papa wolf- TJ and Anil...

the funny guy that sings Slap me through the Phone.

After clubbing, at Pure.

I look like crap, i took out my belt and accessories, cause i was so sweaty.

ohh.. did i mention last day of orientation we went clubbing? hehe...

Pure is okie, but crampy and DJ- 30/100. What more can i say? It's malacca.

Haha.. my group are the only freshies that were there. Told you we're a clique. And sha darling broke her clubbing Virginity. Congrates babe. Welcome to fun and tiring and loud, whole new world of clubbing. Kinky, i know.


Durinf orienation, i woke up at 6am everyday and sleep at 3am? 2? Cause of mamak-ing. You know la... new here ma... little bit outing also excited dy.
That is why i look like crap everyday.
And i have i mention.. i have night class till like 10? 10.30pm? There goes my schedule of normality. Dahlah pic ini, all not ready. Crap sial! But i am not afraid to look like crap.. cehhwahh... Haha! truth is: i am.



There is so many pics of the OC malas la aku nak upload lagi kat sini, so pls revert to my FB.


OMG! i cant believe.. i almost forgot to mention Mr. Tupai! He is so freaking cute.... i am not a stalker, just that i just bumped into him from time to time... like today!


And my first day here, first human i spoke to... was mr. Tupai! Also known as amirul. He is so freaking cute... never have i met such man before. Cute and adorable and everything else is so under-rated. Seriously! I would post his piuc here... but.. ohwhta the heck! I shall...


Amirul, if by any micro-byte-moni-micro-chance you're reading this, pls take it as a compliment... cause it seriously is.. right Love? Farah? and other fans? LOL!

i really cant stand his "ahem-ness"... and i don't even know what does this ahem stands for,... it's just the aura he gives. darns.

More updates to come on this
'A whole new World'


and there's an interview for SPB at 9.30pm.
Excitement awaits. *winks.



with love. xoxo~

Thursday, March 26, 2009

Dear 5Science3

4S3 and 5S3

Never will i forget all the euphoric moments that you've given me!
(Well, there is the "non-euphoric moments as well" but what the heck!)

Here's the scoop, i totally love my form4 and form5 life.. never will i want to alter it, though at times things can get a little bumpy. Fact is, with all the erratic and "social-able" friends that you have there, that is all you need to cope and cover all the bruises. Screw those teachers that tried to break us.
Bak kata pepatah.. we are all united as One- Sebatang ranting mudah dipatahkan, selonggok/seikat ranting tidak mudah dipatahkan!? Gosh.. i suck in this! Anyhow, you get what i mean right? HAHA..

Through these 2 years living with these bunch of monkeys and crocodiles and all the wild animals, you name it... lol.. it had really showed me and proved me things that with your bare-naked eyes you wouldn't have belived how fearless and unbreakable My class is.
And for that, i guess my darling Marcus' article was a threat to the school... Well, they say that 'truth hurts'...and i say,(to the you-know-who-teachers) living in denial is not life.

So people, enjoy this masterpiece~



For some, it comes and goes, but for the rest of us, new years are a huge deal. For those in school, it may be a time to start studying for good grades, get a friend, snug into new cliques or even, for once, start doing homeworks.

As hard as it may seem for any other adults, living through school days are not as easy as it seemed then where the ultimate choice of career for women is as a housewife. School remains to be some of the worst or best memories that are etched permanently in the grey matter of our heads whether we like it or not. These are also said to make us better individuals, and cannot agree more.
Personally, entering Form Four was somehow a highlight of secondary school so far. I remember vividly those days where my peers of same age flood into the hall for days, listening (or not) to lectures that foreshadow what lies ahead while the teachers sort us out into our respective classes. What were we to do but wait eagerly?As embarrassing as it sounds now when I recall it, form four had also meant that we can finally skulk around the school in a short-lived pride thinking that we were no longer the “ youngling’s” but the senior instead. To be able to choose the subjects we were to take up added to the feeling of newfound adulthood.

Nevertheless, the classes were announced soon enough and students scurry to classrooms quickly to nab the best seats for the remaining year. Honest and right from the heart, I had been deeply disappointed when I discovered mine. 5 Science 3.

I can’t exactly explain it in words but being placed in that class felt wrong and even insulting at some point. Why? I believe most teachers would have the answer for that.Since most of our teachers were new to us, the first week had been largely dedicated to introducing ourselves to the teachers and vice versa. Keep in mind that we were still hopefuls then, thinking that we were to be given a perfect education by every other teacher and showered by love in the most professional way possible.
Imagine our surprise when out of the blue several teachers (whom I shall not name but shame on you) entered with gloom expressions and started to talk to us as if we had pasted “anti-antidadah” posters all over the canteen walls.Not even one proper class session and already we were being profiled based our classes.
It was and still is unfair for most of us who deserves a chance at least to prove ourselves different from what they would like to perceive. Right from the very beginning we were heaped with prejudice.
It was difficult but soon we learnt to cope, using the go-in-one-ear-go-out-the-other technique.

Only few teachers were kind enough to reserve before being judgmental. They had been great educators who we had grown to dear for their courtesy and rational minds. It was also their positive attitude towards new ideas that inspired us to change the schools perceptive of Science 3 once and for all.July 2007, we had a class meeting during a free period (it was as formal as it could get) and came out with a list of solutions to achieve our aspirations.
The following week we stayed back after school to clean and decorate our classes in order to create a friendlier environment for ourselves, and for the sake of our school.
We sent representatives for every competition organized by our school’s active societies and clubs and made sure our class was announced during the assembly if any of them were to win.

The efforts every member of our class inserted were somewhat shocking. Never had I seen my classmates work as one so united. Even the occasionally thrilled-to-kill students were sincerely keen on making a difference.

The skies have eyes because their inputs were rewarded.September 2007, 5 science 3 was announced to be the winners for the annual class decorating and interclass choir competition in conjunction of the country’s 50th independence. As insignificant as it may be to other classes, those winnings represented the results of our unity and we were definitely proud of it. 2007 came and went smoothly there after.

However, came 2008 and all our efforts mentioned erstwhile were diminished as many teachers got transferred. Sadly, they were mostly the ones we revered most. We had tried our very best to change the paradox but years of perspective proved to be hard to alter.
Even to this day some teachers never fail to mention how jinxed our class is whenever any of us commit a simple mistake.

As I have stressed, everything has its own way of affecting one positively. Prejudice had resulted in us kicking and screaming to prove them wrong.
Being form five now, I look back at my past and whenever anyone asks if I would want to change anything, I would have none because we would not have became what we are at this point if not for our past no matter how hard it had been.

Nevertheless, I believe I speak for my entire class when I humbly request for the school community to allow science 3 students to begin their years as normally as possible. New years are new starts. Do not spoil it for them like it had spoiled ours.

Based on the voices of5 Science 3, 2008.
Written by Marcus Tong Chen yee

xx