when a tornado meets a Volcano.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable and unguarded. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you.

Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you, some part of you that you unconciously give in to... They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you or hold you, and then your life isn't yours anymore. And the best part is... you're aware of it. You know that its happening but you just let it in. Let the whole goose-bumping-good-feeling aura take control of you. Hence, the heart is left unguarded, in the hands of another.

Love takes hostages. When it gets inside you and abuses you.... It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. But this is the part when all things fail.

So don't let it fail you.

We tend to make promises according to our hopes and dreams that we want to hold on to but tend to perform according to our fears. Try not to let that happen too often and embrace whatever you have and never take it for granted. Love fails only when you let it fail.

xoxo~

say guguGaga with me.

...ROBERT PATTINSON...

How can i not die looking at these! *drools, overandoverandoverandoverAgain*

......................................

I just found heaven and died. (several times today, mind you)

xoxo

masochistic Ride.

ain't nobody better than us.

It's never easy to let go anything that we had planned and been through and start all over again.

But yet, imma see myself in a bigger picture.

Words are easily spoken, actions are the ones that are always left hanging. I can tell my self and talk myself into how i can go through this. Fact is, it is hard but i will not give in to that masochistic felling.

Let's all take a swim~ lol.. so random.

Nobody else can do it quite like i do, all my kisses and my loving... but the thing is-

Just blame yourself cause you blew it, i won't forget how you do it.

i need to freaking stop posting up emo tect. darn! xx

AND!!!

For the record, is my darling suez Birthday! So welcome to the world of being 18 sista! U knw me love you... BearHugs~

Don't you just love her crazinessss??? lol~ we were like the duo during our first-time-going-camping-in-the-wild mate... we've been through ups and downs i tell youuu... Clean each others backside and all.. metaphorically la. LOL!

XX again..

thoughts went unspoken

I never knew i could be hurt this way. I was all up and adrenalined, just one small scratch can be so influential. Hun, it's irrevocable. Deal with it..

I really don't want this moment to ever end... but there is time when it hits you and you can't go camouflage anymore.

Life's a bitch, i may hate it momentarily, but the fact is- i still love it.

i'm starting to love colours..

like colour-colour. But still, too much of it can ruin me being me... lol! I think it's cause of my skin colour. oh well.... XX

irreplaceable

new year was aweeeee-sommmmmmeeeeeeeeee..... shopping is such paradise. All expenses paid by boyyfieee... what more can i ask for a better start of for 2010?

iloveyoupraburajramanathan

and! One more freaking massive headache assignment to go and i'm through!

Pics to be uploaded soon.

2009 was something. BIG XX for those who made my 2009 a great one. 2010, show me what you got!

xoxo

pretty boys that i call friends

My boyfriend is a stalker. I am announcing it officially, i have never seen such act like this before.

scary ayy?... boo.

like a ghost don't need a key

Today was More than perfect. Everything worth while. Thx babyy... i Heart you!

He can be so crappy, and all you wanna do i just slap the shite outta him. But who cares, he makes me Happy.

<3

guess what!

Guess what i found! LOOK!!!!!! Above dumb dumbs!!!! Eclipse.... 2010! How can my life be anymore better and satisfying la??? I LOVE YOU... God! laughing out loud, smiling out wide now. haha!

I shall put on some of my fav quotes here.

New Moon's out, so i shall mention some from new moon:

from Edward: What choice have I? I cannot be without you, but I will not destroy your soul.

feel me???? feel me!! LOL... u get what i mean? darn.

and.. from Bella.

The absence of him is everywhere I look. It's like a huge hole has been punched through my chest.

Tell me all about it. ratings and my huped-comments on new moon movie shall be out soon. Till then .

I love edward Cullen to the MAX, hate me for it. *grins* and by.. u too. <3

have i found you?

ZOMG!!!

What more can i say??? NEW MOON is out.. and i am watching it tonight!!!!! I am so excited. Words are so under rated now. AHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Kill me!!!

Edward sayang.. im coming! Haha... LOL! I am outta my mind. At last it's here it's here....

Look at him.. just look la. How charming can he be. OMG.. he is the definition of it. LOL... irresistable to the max.

Tonight will be the night!

this is so ominous.

i HEART this song. And it actually portraying things that will want to, need to, and right to say to him if things get wrong. Shite happens.... but one thing's for sure. I am no where close to these lyrics. But as i say, it's ominous!
Awesome song with even awesome lyrics. <3



Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

Even with our fists held high
It never would've worked out right
We were never meant for do or die

I didn't want us to burn out
I didn't come here to hold you, now I can't stop

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

Looking at you makes it harder
But I know that you'll find another
That doesn't always make you want to cry

Started with a perfect kiss then we could feel the poison set in
Perfect couldn't keep this love alive
You know that I love you so, I love you enough to let you go

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Already gone, already gone, already gone
Already gone, already gone, already gone, yeah

Remember all the things we wanted
Now all our memories they're haunted
We were always meant to say goodbye

I want you to know that it doesn't matter
Where we take this road someone's gotta go
And I want you to know you couldn't have loved me better
But I want you to move on so I'm already gone

I'm already gone, already gone
You can't make it feel right when you know that it's wrong
I'm already gone, already gone
There's no moving on so I'm already gone

Damn it DAMN IT DAMN IT!!!

OMG!!!

omg!!! OMG!!!!!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mFG26TaV1r8&NR=1

You guys gotta f-king click this... it's out! It's here... damn it! I am so thrilled and freaking adrenaline rush flowing through me.... I am so hyped!

With love, for edward only.