Tuesday, July 27, 2010

when a tornado meets a Volcano.

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable and unguarded. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you.
Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you, some part of you that you unconciously give in to... They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you or hold you, and then your life isn't yours anymore. And the best part is... you're aware of it. You know that its happening but you just let it in. Let the whole goose-bumping-good-feeling aura take control of you. Hence, the heart is left unguarded, in the hands of another.
Love takes hostages. When it gets inside you and abuses you.... It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. But this is the part when all things fail.
So don't let it fail you.
We tend to make promises according to our hopes and dreams that we want to hold on to but tend to perform according to our fears. Try not to let that happen too often and embrace whatever you have and never take it for granted. Love fails only when you let it fail.

Tuesday, May 25, 2010

nobody else can match our flavour.

It feels too good when you're around me.
I need more dosage of you!

Sunday, May 2, 2010

found in your embrace.

Despite all the shites and rumours that is going on and the undone assignments and revision thta should be going on, I am still so damn the relax. Taking things slowly and according to my pace. Gawd!!! Can my procrastinating and don't give a shite about what people thinks ever stop? Sometimes, I think that it is my don't care attitude that brings me down... yet it is that severe disease in me that keeps me going and walking down the street with confidence. It's all about juggling the good and the bad, happy and the sad I guess.

All I know is, I don't wanna be caught up in between anything, anyone and everything, Either a yes or no. There is no such things as in between. Like there is no such things like stupid questions, there is just stupid people. Getthawhattaimean? I miss my folks and friends back home.

I miss this bitch. She's my bitch! Hands off ppl!

p.s.- God. Help me in this final semester and get me through all this shites and look after me when I make my decisions. It may not be wise, but I want it to be right. Loves.


Sunday, April 25, 2010

I don't wanna hang up.

you make me wanna leave the one I'm with, start a new relationship with you. That's what you do- Usher.
You love her, but you said you're falling for me? huh! How does that work?

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

take me to the Candy shop.

I don't know why my hubbie, Suez wond this phrase. -Loving me is like straightening curls- funny. Seriously... What I'm trying to define here is that.. it is so not easy to love someone like me. Go straighten your curly curl hair and see... how long will it last? I give you 4-5 months Tops! That's what I'm trying to tell here. I am a complicated person who has so many shites and drama taking place in my Life! And the fun fact here is.. I love this life of mine!

this pic i look like an umbede.. but i was having fun baybehh! Love ya priscilla.. dancing partner all night long! Sry kiran, your girl was taken that nite. Huhu.. *i think i need a bf* oops!

When you look at me, tell me what do you see? This is what you get, the way I am! =)


Tuesday, April 20, 2010

turn on the Last Song

I am sick of being caught up in my position. Fcuk you la! Seriously... Why did I let you in at the first place? I could have save myself all the trouble. Fcuk emotions!
I'm thinking bout everything that we've become, and I hate it, I thought we can make it. But I'm ready to jet it, just wanna forget about it.
Don't put up my head up on the clouds and make me feel like I'm floating. Cause honestly, time is all I need. Nobody can quite do it like I do, all my kisses and my loving.
we ride. xx.

Don't blow me up on my Saturday's phone.

You only get one chance to win this piece Heart of mine, pretty boy.
Life is so complicated because I make them that way. (fullstop)
xoxo.. im off to Bed! NOW~